RE: SPITE
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to this.anti.body@alex.com15/04/2018 12:12 pmhere is a list of things that makes me sickmy cellsmy selfthis lightthis lifethese antibodiesthis anti bodynot nobodyknowinganybodyhere is a list of things that reminds me of sicknessmy bedmy headmy mothermy lovercreaky doorsbeforeI forget them allhere is a list of ways to hurt meremind me of the ways I am hurtingyou existinglook at melike redshifted lightlike a stop signlike an airplanewhen you are looking for a shooting starhere is a list of places I am hurtingin my bonesin my brainin my heartin my veinsin my homein my jointsinside and outthat’s the pointhere is a list of ways to fuck meoverunderuphardlysoftlyhere is a list of ways to love mein sicknessin healthas a witnessas a wellbeing heretaking carecarefully
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to that's.the.point@chaelee.com29/04/2018 11:11 amhere is a list of things that make me sickmy cellsmy selfthis lightthis lifethese antibodiesthis anti bodynot nobodyknowinganybodywhat is the list of things that makes you?the eyelash rhythms of your saturday sleep?the shifting shimmy of your shoulders?your cells.self.light.life.antibodies.anti-bodyyou . not nobody . knowing . anybodyhere is a list of things that remind me of sicknessdo you want to forget?please tell me when I ask bad questionsmy headmy mothermy lovercreaky doorsbeforeI forget them allhere is a list of ways to hurt meremind me of the ways I am hurtingyou existinglook at melike redshifted lightlike a stop signlike an airplanewhen you are looking for a shooting starare there ways I can hold you? let you heal?what if i lookedat you existingknowing that I am like headlights in fogyou are a pack of wolves and alike you are a mountainside of moss and saplingshere is a list of places I am hurtingin my bonesin my brainin my veinsin my homein my jointsinside and outthat’s the pointwhere do you feel joy and calm?in your feet?in the way wind curls around you?in the hair that flows from you, already dead?in the feeling of running uphill?in your nose?in the feeling of exhale?in your eyes and ears?in the feeling of dancing?in your lungs?in the feeling of inhale?in the feeling of fucking?with feelingwith healingwith torturehow do you want to be fucked?how do you want to be loved?here is a list of ways to love mein sicknessin healthas a witnessas a wellbeing herecarefully